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aye, it's nearly 1am and i'm still super awake. why, because i totally screwed bio today because i screwed my essay questions all worth 10marks each i didnt finish the 7 mark one and i wrote the function of liver for the pancreas and the function of pancreas for liver yay shoot me so 6+7=13 already and i totally didnt understand mode of action of enzyme so i wrote crap about optimum pH and temperature and actually i had to write about the lock and key hypothesis - oh wait yea i wrote about it but i only wrote that it binds to the binding site and then products get released and wow it's like 5 marks yay so screwed so after i went home i didnt feel like doing anything cause i was feeling horrid so i went to sleep for the whole day and i think i slept more than any of the nights of this week.

dont feel like writing punctuation much and i just feel totally awake although i want to sleep cause i dont have anything to do now and i dont want to study physics because i'm so boredddddddd with studying wth today's paper was the only bio paper i can actually DO the questions and yet i screwed it up by not finishing and writing opposite functions which idiot does things like i do? oh btw i was writing 'transpiration pull' for the 7 mark question (processes involved in pulling water up the plant or something) and i wrote 'T-R-A' 'STOP WRITING' wth and i just stunned and put down my pen cause i kind of got a shock omg so stupid i think i should have finished writing the 'transpiration pull' then maybe can get one more mark or something argh.

goddddddddd sarah's going escape on sunday omg i want to go and i totally need to cut my hair because my fringe's like shit and it's kind of long - or maybe cause these few days are too humid and i feel like my hair's sticking all over my neck ewwwww.

i've been sleeping too little the whole week......but now i feel like i slept too much today omg you know what happens when you sleep too much? you feel more tired......like your body's very heavy and you dont want to move. and i was falling asleep for a while during bio paper today so i decided to drink coffee during break and it kind of worked so i didnt feel sleepy the whole day but i still slept anyway.

SO I'M FREAKING AWAKE NOW OMG WHAT TO DO. DIE MAN i'm wasting my time away.

k i shall go er, force myself to sleep......or something.whatever, can't wait for physics to be over yay goodbye world.

P.S i love those lovely donuts and i love bubbletea!

no matter how i wait
i cant go
like a dummy crying
next to you
only gave me pain
without you noticing
are you telling me to leave?

i miss you
i miss you
to the point where i hate myself
i want to cry
i want to kneel down
if only everything didnt happen

searching the memories where i loved you crazily
those memories haunt me
but i cant hide from this love any longer
i shouldnt do this
but i miss you to death
but i miss you to death